...To jush nie wroci...


strona g³ówna


2010-09-29 16:35:21

Screw czy nie screw :/


I swear to God, if I menage to survive this studies, I'll be able to handle anything!
I'm so damn scared that I can't describe it.
This summer I had a little problem with my brother... I mean, I realised that we've got nothing to talk about, we're not really connected in any way... And when I saw what a good contact he got with Wawrzon I was shocked... I totally envied him and had great problems to deal with it...
And now, when I'm fighting with myself to finally get over Wawrzon, which I'm clearly not, I just got to know that hr came to to the Tuesdays' evening... With my brother... I love my siblings so much and it's really tough for me to see that my ex is getting along with my bro much better than I do...
Jesus what is wrong with mee?!?!?! I hate it! I miss everybody, have a mess in my mind, don't know what to think, and now Wawrzon is becoming a friend of my beloved brother... Besides, yeah I've got a problem with Wawrzon, I miss him way too much and think I love him... He doesn't love me any more, so... I'm in a dead point; frightened, alone and nuts ;((
Somebody help me...
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