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2012-01-26 10:21:10

22 has reached me,


Quickly about this weekend, I met Max, Torx's best friend, he's really cool, we had a fun wkend! I had an amazind bday, we had quite a patry at Torx's and then on the 22nd I got so many wishesh I was speechless... Some of them were so nice, thought through, it's thr one day in the year when you can realize how many people care about you or who thinks of you in a good way. Happily I can say I have great friends, things I heared from some really touched me... I am so lucky!
On Friday we're going to see Cirque du Soleil with Torquil! That's my present, I'm so excited!!!
What I really wanted to say is how amazing my life is. I am in France, studying, with hope to go to Barcelona for an exchange next year, have a fabulous familly, friends, I'm healthy... I am very thankful to God for what I have...
Having said that, being a girl, I can always invent some problems;) so what I'm worried about now is the fact that I am with the most amazing guy I have ever met in my life and he leaves Toulouse in 5weeks... We dont know each other for so long, but I have literally never felt so happy as I am being with him and that scares me... I'm moving now, France, maybe Spain next year? I'd love to do my masters in England, yet it's very uncertain, and I know it's in a long time, but what next? I love Poland, all my life is in there, even though I spend most of my time abroad and I enjoy it... Can't really imagine moving anywhere else for good... Next year is going to be tough enough Torx's going to be in England since March, while I'll first be in France, then hopefully traveling, and then in Barcelona... If we survive this, what's gonna be next? I know it's ridicullous that I'm worried about it now, that I even think about it! We only know each other for 4months? Yet he met all my family, most of my best friends, and I'm going to meet all his friends and his family, what about that?
Little one is very happy, very in love, and I believe that whatever time brings us it will be good. Carpe diem, enjoy yourself right now. There's still so many things I want, need to learn, see, achieve... And luckilly I have the opportunity to do all of it.
Seriously, how lucky I am!
Just be happy and greatfull!
-La Kalchin ;)))


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